MORE DETAILS!!!

More details.This was a delivery Dr. C did for another dr. She was on call. At lunch time (it's 10am now) Dr. C's nurse is going to talk to the mother and find out more information for us. From what I gather, Dr. C talked her into waiting a day before calling Catholic Social Services so we might have an opportunity (Dr. C ROCKS!!). This is the mother's 4th pregnancy. They are going to find out if she still has custody or if they are adopted as well. I'm sorry to say that's all I know at this point. I'm going insane with the wait as well!! I'll post more after we get a call back from Nurse C (Dr. C's nurse). So it'll be a few hours before I know anything more. We are currently seeking advice from legal counsel. As for China Adoption, if this finalizes, we'll put our adoption on hold. We have up to 6 months to reactivate if we decide to go for #2. I do have that wall up. It's the same wall as when you first learn you are pregnant. Until I have finalized papers, that wall will likely stay up. I am trying not to dwell on all the disappointments we've been dealt. I'm trying to have faith in God and faith in Dr. C that they both understand our Hx and they both feel this is an opportunity that we need to walk through. I know that we'll survive what every out come. BUT I DIDN"T READ THE NEWBORN BOOKS!!! What am I going to do with a newborn?? I didn't prepare for a newbow. OMG, the idea of sleep deprivation scares the hell out of me!!! The Nursery is still full of JUNK!!!! Crap, life certainly can change in an instant. Good thing we started making Gracie sleep downstairs a week ago. Whew!!! I'm trying to remember to breathe!!