Doin' better today....

I'm doing better emotionally and a little bit better physically. I had a hard time going to sleep again b/c of the pain. I had to take a lunest and turn on the Gilmore Girls and sleep on the couch. However, today I haven't had to take any pain meds. My lower back is a little bit sore, but slouching hasn't helped I'm sure. This was the shortest "flare up" yet. There's hope!!! I overslept again. K won't be very pleased, but at this point I really could care less. He's one of the obstacles as to why I can't take stronger pain killers unless I'm practically insane with pain. But that's another long story. I laid there crying myself to sleep last night thinking about how undertreated chronic pain is. It's ludacrous!!