Three years and still

not pain free or have a baby. July 30, 2003 I got my first and only BFP and I still frickin' live with chronic pain and I still am waiting for a baby. When will I finally be let out of this living hell?? I can't help but feel how frickin' unfair this is and how frickin' much it sucks. The way adoption timeline is looking, I could still be at this a year from now. I don't know if I emotionally or mentally have the strength to make it through year four without a baby. Especially if I'm still dealing with chronic pain. I had my PT eval today. I'll go 3x a week. They found many things wrong pelvic wise that will be worked on to help relieve my lower back pain. They also will work on teh cervical spine as well. Rhonda