Not engaging the brain gets you in hot water....

Well, I did a horrible, rotten, no good thing last night. I vented via email to my mother. Then I accidently sent it to my sister. :o I can't believe I did that. I fill lower than dirt about it. Yeah I was peterbed by the word "languish", but I never, ever meant for her to know how much. I seriously only vented to my mom so that she could 1) sympathize (you know how nice that is now and then) and 2) help me word it so my sister could understand I'm coming from while still acknowleging where she's coming. Well, I shot that all to hell. My sister is likely pretty :tickedoff: at me right now. Can I blame her? No. I'd feel the same if I were in her shoes. While I still feel that an email without the word "languish" would have been received by Keith and I in a much better light, I don't feel she deserved the on slaught she got from my email (that should have gone to my mother). *sigh* I pray that at some point she can understand what lead to that email and forgive me for my words. I can't take them and I can't make the hurt got away. All I can do is apologize for the hurt they caused, explain myself and ask her to forgive my fool heartiness. I should know that you don't send an email that you don't want the world to read.