Do I dare believe??
We had ladies craft & fellowship night last night at my house. Poor K was exiled to the upstairs b/c he had no where to go. We, of course, got on the topic K & I having a baby or adopting. My friend, S keeps telling me she just feels in her heart that K & I will have our baby through pregnancy and birth. She's said this since day one and has never given up on that idea. Keep having faith, S!! My pastor's wife told me that she was talking with the minister that stayed at our house in June. She said that she was telling him how much she appreciates my husband and I and that she was glad that he and his wife were able to stay with us. Apparently, he indicated that they enjoyed themselves and talked about our puppies. She said that she told him that she felt that God would bless us with a baby of our own (meaning bio). She said that he said, "I feel in the Holy Ghost to confirm that". My friend S, told her that she felt the same thing. My heart skipped a beat, but I remained calm to them. You know, it's hard to believe that after so long. I almost feel like Sarah when she laughed at the angels. My mother sent me a quote today "God delights in impossibilities". HE sure does and I'm perfectly happy to let Him have all the glory and honor in this situation. But can he JUST HURRY UP?! K and I've decided that we are going to leave the IF treatment door open, but we are going to look more into adoption. My homework is to get more information from Catholic Social Services and New Beginnings about domestic adoption. K's homework is to look into refinancing the house or getting a line of credit just in the amount of our tax credit. We feel we can come up with the rest. Sigh. I'm weary of waiting.

3 Comments:
Oh my! Rhonda...just reading this post today verifies to me that God has a baby for you in His will. I have felt the EXACT same way as your friend, S, and your pastor's wife all along. I have always felt in my heart that your time would come along no matter when that is. The title of your post today is "Do I Dare Believe?" And to that, I say I DARE YOU!
Lots of love to you!
P.S. Rhonda...that message from "melissa" is me, Mimi. :)
I, too, have felt that you WILL have that baby of your own in your arms. I felt it so strongly when we met last summer, and I feel it even more strongly today. I pray that God will speed the process up for you!
Love and hugs!
Tracie
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