Please, Oh please pick me!

I had a great interview Friday with PHS. I keep going over and over what I said in the interview, hoping beyond all hope I sold myself to her and that she will hire me. I know ultimately, I want to be where the Lord wants me to be. I just pray it's not in my current job and I'm hoping that it's with the lady I interviewed with yesterday. I feel I would really enjoy working for her. But I don't want to be out of the will of God. I sent off a thank you card, yesterday, thanking her for the interview. After I put it in the mail I started to stress about me penmenship and such. Argh!! This wait is so hard. You'd think with IF, I'd have learned to be patient during a wait. NOT!! Anyway, I'm still praying and searching. It's hard to get along with my current boss. His management style is soooo hard to work under. I really don't feel that I can thrive in the environment that he creates. Not that he's a bad person, it's just that he and I are wired differently. Next, I don't want to do another spill. I'm all spilled out. I'm done. I don't want to give up my life every time someone makes a poor decision with a tanker. I also don't want to do the 20 mile communte (that's one way). The job I interviewed for on Friday cuts down the commute. *sigh* So here I am waiting, AGAIN!! It seems our lives revolve around waiting. It's never ending. I keep hearing myself begging "pick me, please, oh please, pick me!!"