Today is a Better Day...

I guess I just needed a day to let it all out. Today was better emotionally. Note to self: I should just learn to take a day to let it out instead of holding it in for days. I think I had my first "hot flash" today, but I'm not sure. I got really hot at work and everyone else was fine. I had on a sweater. I turned on the A/C and I still was burning up. I opened a window and I was still burning up. I bummed a t-neck off the General Manager out of the Marketing inventory and I was still burning up. I turned on the desk top fan I have and I was still burning up. ARGH!!! Finally, after about 10 minutes with the fan I was chilled and fine the rest of the day. Pain was obviously under control for the most part today. Believe it or not Motrin 800 was very helpful to make a dent in the pain that the patch wasn't getting. Maybe I can get by without the Demarol?? That would be wonderful!! Looking forward to discussing the options with Dr. C on Tuesday. That's about it for today. Thank you for all the hugs and prayers. You are all wonderful! (E & S, thank you for the eCards). Rhonda