The Perfect Cycle....

....doesn't mean a thing. I had an almost textbook cycle and still no BFP. *sigh* I'm still hanging on to hope, but somedays it's just hard. I'm happy to report that an online buddy of mine, B, got a BFP yesterday on her first round of Clomid. YEAH!! I'm so happy for her. She's been one of my "pillars" during this journey. We IM each other a lot. I scheduled my Follie Scan for the 11th. I hope we can pull it off, because my MIL is having surgery that day and I'm wondering how we are going to explain that I had an unavoidable dr.'s appt the day we are supposed to be at the hospital. I sure hope we don't wind up giving things away. I'm really not ready for them to know anything yet. My IUI #2 is tentatively scheduled the 13th. I'm so excited. I'm trying to funnel all the positive energy I can muster to my ovaries. I started 100mg Clomid last night and I'm hoping that I get some great lookin' follies in a few days. I'm really really hoping this is MY turn. Please, oh please, oh please!! K is sick. Poor guy. He's been running a temperature since Saturday night. Tylenol seems to be keeping it down a few hours at a time. I told K if he still has a fever tomorrow, he's making a visit to the dr. He agreed, but I can' tell he's really not happy about the idea. I hope he is much better in the morning. I'm still working 10 hrs a day. I didn't get my holiday, but am promised that it will happen this week. I'm thinking Wednesday will be the day. Ir eally need the time off to get rid of my part time job. I was supposed to do that in December, but thanks to M/V Selendang Ayu, I've been working my rear off. We are getting debt paid off. Well, I need to go to bed, so I'll leave off here. I hope I can get back to blogging, it's really been therapeutic for me. I have some much in my heart I want to pour out. Rhonda