My heart is breaking....
Tests were negative this morning. I don't know the results of yesterday's beta. Dr. C is in surgery all day today and hasn't signed off on the results. I'll likely not have that answer (or the answers to my questions I faxed over yesterday morning) until Monday as her office is closed on Fridays. I'm really trying to hold it together. I'm trying not to get discouraged. I'm trying to stay out of depression. The fall has been harder than I had anticipated. I wish I didn't have to work today. I wish I could just stay and bed and cry all day. I'm doing my best to hold it together today. I warned my boss that he'll need to be patient with me today. This too shall pass. I will move on. I just wish I could move with a baby and no pain. Rhonda
posted by Rhonda at 1/27/2005 10:00:00 AM
3 Comments:
I am filled with so much sadness for you my friend - I had my hopes up for you this month too (although I still have a glimmer of hope..it's not quite over yet!). I also wish that you didn't have to work today and could just rest and cry and think and pray for a day. ((HUG)) I hope you get some time to do that soon.
I'll be thinking about you this weekend! Hang in there!!
Love bonnie
Dear Rhonda; I'm so sorry that the test was negative. Will you be able to try another iui next cycle? I hope that you hold a wee one in your arms, all your own, very soon. I was so very hopeful for you this month. I'm just so sorry. This pain of longing and wanting is so very hard. I'll be praying for you. (((HUGS))) Sheri
Thank you all for your love and support. HUGS!
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