I'm driving myself insane!!

Ok. Not the brightest idea I've had, but I did it and now it's going to drive me insane. I had a hCG Trigger shot on 1/11, 10K. So today I am 8dpTrigger I had my IUI on 1/13. So today I am 6dpIUI. I POAS'd to watch the trigger leave and two days ago it was extremely faint. This morning I POAS'd and got a faint line but darker than two days ago. *sigh* Why do I torture myself in this manner? The line is most likely from the Trigger, but my heart wants it to be a BFP. I'm becoming TOO obsessed!! Rhonda